Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Clearing the Cobwebs

Today I spent about an hour poking around with a flashlight and a branch off the old plum tree, collecting all the tiny cobwebs in and around the house (plus 5 occupied webs, sorry daddy long legs!).  It's weird how stuff like that can go unseen for months at a time. 

Cobwebs on the tapered tip of a plum branch.


It feels like I'm starting to clear out the dusty webs of life, too.  The last several months have not been good.  A quick summary is that I was very sick for a few months, then had a series of experiences that left me with a variety of inconvenient ailments, including a lovely stress-induced ulcer and PTSD.  It isn't over, and it's impossible to talk about.  But I'm finally recovering, and EMDR therapy is awesome.  I feel like I may be a slightly different person at the end of all of this, and I can't tell if that's good or bad.

At least, I'll be a person with fewer cobwebs. 


Saturday, April 7, 2018

Enticing the hummingbirds

I finally, FINALLY found a hummingbird feeder design that works for me.



It doesn't drip and leave spots all over the deck (and attract ants), even in the wind!  It is easy to clean because there are no corners deep inside a bottle.  There's even a built-in ant moat.  Rain fills the moat, but doesn't dilute the nectar.  The only thing it's missing is... a hummingbird. 

I know we're just coming out of the "atmospheric river" and all the birds have been hiding... but we're on day 4 without any visitors.  Hurry up, little birds!


Friday, March 2, 2018

February's Habits Review


My habit-tracking showed 2 different halves to the month!


The first 14 days vs the second 14 days:
  • Social events:  12 vs 3
  • Driving:  5.5 hours vs 40 minutes
  • Days of doing at least 4 big chores:  9 vs 3
  • Hikes:  3 vs 0
  • Crochet days:  0 vs 11
  • Reading days:  3 vs 7

It's so obvious what happened.  I socialized/traveled so much that I burned myself out and got sick (ah, the curse of an Aspie).  I hurt my SI joint hiking a third of the way into the month, and had to recover the rest of the time, and chores that involved bending were super painful, so I spent more time on the couch with an ice pack and a book or crochet hook.

The good news is that I made large strides on the hardest crochet project and committed the entire pattern to memory.  I've never seen a huge 1-pound skein deflate itself like that... so satisfying!  It didn't move from its spot on couch for a whole week.

Deflated skein.



Other wins!


These things both improved greatly and stayed consistent the whole month:
  • Weightlifting
  • Cardio
  • Meditation
Another win is that I'm on an 12-day streak of crochet, which shows a lot of moderation on my part... I didn't let myself overdo it.



The only thing that was disappointing for the month was weight loss.  


I stuck to the deficit, only lost 3lbs, and gained up to 1.5lbs of muscle (if my scale is accurate).  First I lost 15lbs over 5 weeks, and then only 3lbs over the next 5 weeks... it's a little frustrating to see such a lack of progress.

Somewhere in there, if my calculations are correct, are about 4 pounds of water weight that are hanging on.  This tends to happen when you suddenly start exercising again (increased blood volume), and when you start weightlifting (muscle soreness = inflammation = water retained).  I should be past my 2nd milestone by now.

There has been some progress, the kind you can't really measure.  This month clothes are suddenly fitting differently (shirts drape, and I'm stepping on pants that hang lower), 4 people have noticed, and my collar bones and deltoids have popped out to say hello. 




March's Habits Plan.


I'm pretty much going to continue the same plan as February's, but attempt more moderation with socializing and shorter hikes. 

I switched out Aquariums (since I no longer need the daily algaecide, thanks Siamese Algae Eater!) for Budget, because I've taken a few months of detailed grocery data and am going to come up with a formal food budget.  My family's new probably-life-long diet is pretty protein/veggie-heavy and therefore not cheap.  There are some things that surprised me with the last 2 months' research... for example, Costco's boxed liquid egg whites are a cheaper protein source than whole eggs or protein powder, so there is no reason to skimp on the egg white omelets.  Anyway, hacking the grocery budget should be fun. 
 
As for my only "failure" for the month, I'm leaving the plan the same.  As tempting as it would be to quit the exercise just to see the number plummet, I want the muscle more.  I could cut salt, but man, garlic salt and lunch meat make food satisfying enough to stick to the plan.  And so, I just wait out the plateau from hell, trust the deficit, and hope for that glorious water-weight whoosh.  Sometime in March, I should be able to share that 2nd milestone with you!




Thursday, March 1, 2018

February's Year-Long Projects Review

Here's the updated chart! 


I changed from X marks to J and F, so it's easier to distinguish which month each task was completed.


(click to see full size)



In summary, 

I finished 16 project pieces out of the 20 expected.  Since I did 5 extra in January, I'm basically perfectly on track now. 

It seems that I still want to focus on one project at a time... half a year's worth of the red project was completed.  But I did branch out with some mead-making!  I just made the whole year's worth of batches at once, and it was a HUGE event.  Speaking of which, I think I need to rack the carboys today. 

I also really need to find that crochet hook for the green project... it's to the point that I should probably just buy a new one!  Next month's goals:  branch out a bit more, and get started on that glaringly empty green project. 


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