Friday, January 26, 2018

First milestone down: no longer obese!

I've been trying to lose my extra weight for AGES.


That extra weight was 100 pounds, peaking in 2004... and as of December, I still had 40lbs to lose. 

My TDEE (Total Daily Energy Expenditure) in December was about 1800.
The TDEE at my goal weight is 1550.

THAT IS JUST A DIFFERENCE OF FREAKING 250 CALORIES PER DAY. 

That's one extra slice of homemade pizza, or half a slice of lasagna, or 2/3rds of my favorite homemade roll.  Or not measuring dressing/toppings on a salad, or not measuring pasta.  Or absent-mindedly munching.  Or not going for a walk.  That's it!  That's enough to maintain obesity forever. 



As a result, I've changed my mindset.


I already knew this logically, and thought I had accepted it, but for some reason it never really "hit me" like it did last month.  Instead of actively trying to lose weight, I need to be able to eat, FOREVER, at my goal weight's maintenance levels.  There is never going to be such a thing as "intuitive eating" for me. 

So my goal has been just to eat and behave like I'm maintaining at a healthy weight... eventually (by July 2019, thanks losertown!) that would get me to the final goal, and I will have learned great habits along the way.  In reality, just knowing that I can hit "maintenance" calories every day has been working so well that I've been hitting my maximum safe calorie deficit.*  

There are a few tools that I'm using, which have proven motivating in measuring calories in vs calories out:
  • My Fitness Pal (at sedentary)  
  • Fitbit with heart rate tracking (for additional calorie burn), integrated with MFP
  • Food scale (more accurate than cups or servings)
  • Focus ONLY on the day's calorie goal (1550 plus exercise or reasonably less)
It's not a hassle anymore, I don't get as hungry, and I am nowhere near being in danger of burning out. 




Some motivating milestones.


These are the 5 major milestones on this last part of my journey, after having already kept the first 60 pounds off for a decade.  Hopefully I will get to share them all with you within the next year or two!
  1. 10lbs:  No longer obese, so fertility/health improved  <-- Achieved!
  2. 20lbs:  "Baby weight" is gone, felt healthier in general at this weight
  3. 30lbs:  My driver's license weight is no longer a lie, felt far more energetic at this point
  4. 34lbs:  My wedding weight (I starved and dehydrated temporarily for this, only maintained for 1 day, so never truly achieved it), the lowest my husband has ever seen me
  5. 40lbs:  In the healthy BMI range, and 100lbs lost



* (1% is generally accepted as the max safe weight loss, for sparing muscle and your gallbladder.  For example:  1% of 150lbs = 1.5lbs lost per week = 750 daily calorie deficit)

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