If retirement* is an ocean voyage, then I have just passed the planning/financing stage and have hired the deck crew.
Sorry for that horrible metaphor, but I just couldn't think of a nautical pun that involved something besides seamen.
(See the first post for the beginning of this tale: A New Path)
Yesterday I told my workplace that I'm leaving in January.
So far I've only told my head supervisor, and she took it well, and in a month or so we're hiring someone for me to train as my replacement. As an added bonus, once the new person is trained enough I may be able to have regular hours instead of the usual 10+. I still have to tell my coworkers, but the initial part is done, and the plan is officially rolling into motion.
This thing is happening!
Whoa, emotions.
I feel 40% serene, 20% ecstatic, 15% giddy, 10% weightless (seriously, I haven't stood this straight in ages), and 15% nervous. Funny that the nervousness is there, considering that by the time I leave I will have been trying to quit for 2 full years. Ah well, big life changes are always... change. My aspie-like nature has always resisted change, so it has taken a huge leap of courage to make the final decision to go.
I would just like to take this moment to thank Poseidon, god of turbulent, strong, conflicting primal emotions.
The wait is... more tolerable.
Considering approved vacation time and such, I just have 3.5 more months! Seems so much more manageable than when I was at 6 months. And having an extra person to share work responsibilities with should lighten the load a bit.
I must already be feeling the effects, and there must be extra joy in my heart, because my husband says he has not seen me laugh so hard in at least 2 years. Well, to be fair, I was watching a somewhat crude music video of a song called Work It, and it is exactly the kind of non-sexy detail-oriented lyrics I would have written for a sexy song... I just lost it at the "bacterias" line.
Take it from a soon-to-be-former microgarden curator, "bacteria" is already plural.
*At age 32 it's not technically retirement, but I will get a small retirement benefit after working there for 11.1 years. I like calling it that, it is amusing to me.
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